Now as then, fire for you burns its way through my flesh.

The surrealism of the event froze time and my third eye searches for a place to focus on, a starting point; for a few brief moments we became each other, I was you and you were I. In a tangled mess of limbs and lips we entered each others souls, and were undone. There is no telling where you started and I ended…only one entity existed.

The ironic history mocks me with malice, but it does bring a heart felt chuckle; so many questions, so few answers. Where did all of that come from? Why did we return to each other to only speak in the tongue of utter confusion? I shake my head and gaze out the window of the moving vessel, smirking away all other questions…it doesn’t matter. None of it does.

It was truly unexpected and not intentional; it was the exact opposite of what I wanted to happen. I have, at this time, no room for ‘like’ in my universe, and besides, I have already liked you before and was given nothing but poison to weaken my heart…that is not going to happen a second time. I am in control of what happens; this is where my heart is at, so this is what is going to happen. I have seen this situation far too many times already and it is not going to faze me, or suppress my enlightening energy.

A part of me sifts through the thoughts that you might be the female version of me; and the other half of me thinks that that half is full of shit.

The realist in me speaks of a lustful desire; a bottomless hunger. The realist says that I am gluttonous and I would feast until it became my undoing; I think you understand and I’m almost certain you feel the same way.

We stop only because our ethics and morals withstand our crimson fantasies, there is a splinter of rational thought that restrains our fiends. The longer we taunt them, the more ravenous they will become…

…I will take my leave and bid you farewell for now, just until the hunger has died and the flames within our blood are smothered.

There is no need to cloud ourselves and no reason to carry such a large amount dead weight.

There will be a day when we will let our famished demons out of their confinements, and on that day we will feast until we are no longer one.